"If this is all true, why on earth are you proclaiming yourself as a physical wreck?
While he sat there pondering, the first stroke of the town bell proclaiming the hour was borne upon his ear.
John did not write the epistles, then, which the Christian church for two thousand years, and at a cost of millions of dollars, and at the greater sacrifice of truth and progress has been proclaiming to the world as the work of the inspired John!